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I thought we were going to fight again in November, but Ortiz didn’t take the fight. I kind of expected it because after that fight, I knew that he wouldn’t want to fight me again. It’s just something I felt. After the fight, he came over to me, looked at me, kinda gave a nod to me without saying anything, and then said, ‘Good job. You’re a star now. You’re very, very tough.’ I knew when he said it that he wasn’t gonna fight me, and I was a bit disappointed because I really wanted to fight Ortiz again, more so for myself to say, ‘you know what, I could dominate this guy.’ But when I didn’t get the fight, I took a minute, processed it, and said ‘that fight is for another day, another time.’ I think this fight against Bisping is a good fight for me, and I’m just gonna take it, make the best out of it, and really go out there and enjoy myself. This will be the perfect showcase for me.
As far as Bisping’s fighting goes, I think his main attribute always has been not his striking or anything about his fight game - it’s his attitude. He actually believes that he’s this monster, this beast. It’s kinda like how Diego Sanchez was – he had this attitude, and I think that’s what makes him persevere through fights, this attitude that he’s bigger than life, and I think that carries him a lot, and a big part of the reason why he’s undefeated. Of course, if you’re gonna have that attitude, you’ve got to be really honest with yourself. You’re gonna say, ‘If I’m gonna lose, I’m gonna make it a loss like this, where this guy is feeling me every single second and he never wants to fight me again.’ Then you can afford to have that attitude where you think you’re a beast, because win or lose, you are a beast, and I think you come out on top no matter what.
It gets hard to maintain this though, because you fool yourself, and sometimes I find myself doing it. Sometimes I go in the gym and I do pretty good, and just before I’m about to really push myself to the limit, I’ll be like ‘man, that’s good enough for today.’ But then my coaches are like ‘you better get in there and go a little bit more.’ Sometimes you get kinda complacent; you kinda start feeling yourself a little too much and you get lazy and say, ‘I’m undefeated and I don’t think this guy’s gonna be able to do this.’ That’s when bad things start to happen – when you start believing in your own hype, reading your own press clippings and being your own biggest fan. I won’t let that happen.
Until next week…
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